5 Essentials For Having a 4th Trimester That Rocks!


The 4th Trimester isn’t really something that is talked about a lot.  Infact, I didn’t even know it was a thing until our second baby.  I thought you just birthed your baby, and wham, back to normal life.  But the thing is, life suddenly isn’t what it was before and there is a butt load of adjusting that not only you need to do as a new Mum, Dad and family, but also your body, your mind and those splendid hormones…I mean, wowsers.

After having four babies and experiencing four different pregnancies and 4th trimesters – 2 of which I had the most debilitating post natal depression and anxiety – I’ve gathered up a bunch of information, set out some game plans, and just come off the back of the most amazing 4th trimester of all.  So here are my five top tips to rocking the socks off YOUR 4th trimester.

I once read a story about a lady from a tribe in Uganda.  After the births of each of her children, her mother and her aunties took care of her and her baby while she rested.  The relatives taking care of her and the baby stay until THEY see that the mother is strong enough to carry on.  (mentally and physically) They do everything! Washing, cleaning, and cooking deeply nourishing food for the mother.

Let me tell you another story about a lady from Korea.  In her culture, a new mother sleeps all day and eats and THAT’S IT for the first three weeks. All the relatives help her by cooking and cleaning and if not, then the neighbours will help her.

There are stories from many different cultures with a very similar theme…the new mother is nourished and nurtured through her 4th trimester and every bit of responsibility (other than feeding her baby) is taken off her.  These are ancient traditions that have seemingly dwindled out in the western world and many Mums are suffering for lack of support.

(These stories were read from a book called Mothering the New Mother by Sally Placksin)

So here are a few things I did differently this time and my top tips for a better 4th trimester.


1.  Be patient with yourself and don’t rush

With my last three births and postpartum I rushed to get back into life as usual.  I wanted to keep up with everything and everyone, I wanted to bounce back to life and back to being me because that’s what our culture expected, and I thought I would be weak if I didn’t.


What is that anyway?  Keeping up with life?  Work out your priorities, what are the essentials that you need to do to keep your family thriving, and shelf the rest till a later time.  If all that is, is feeding your baby and dropping off your kids at school each day, than there is no problem with that.  Not one at all. (Just don’t forget to pick your kids up from school as well ok?)

2.  Have a person

Ok, so when I say, have a person, I mean, have someone you can trust, who you know can be there for you.  Someone who you can call when your crouched up in a corner sobbing on the kitchen floor in your undies while your baby cries and your other kids are ripping through your house riding the broom and the vacuum cleaner like they are Ned Kelly on a gold heist.

Have a person you can call on when you are at the end of yourself (or preferably before you get to that point), who can help you back up to your feet, remind you of the boss Mum you are, and will even just check in on you from time to time.  Because who knows that all too often we don’t admit we’re not ok, until someone actually asks us.

3.  Nourish your body

I could talk about this for pages!  Giving birth is actually a big deal for your body…and it needs good, good food to fuel it, and help it heal and recover.  So now is the time to go for all those beautiful, warm comfort foods.  I know it’s so hard to try and cook a nice wholesome meal when you spend about 100% of your time tending to your new little spawn, but hear me when I say your bod will thank you for it.

4. Probiotics and essential oils

Many women end up having antibiotics in the fourth trimester…whether it’s during labour, for a c-section wound infection, or mastitis, you may end up having some. You’re probably aware that antibiotics kill every bad and good bacteria you have so it is immensely important that you replace all the good stuff!  Probiotics are not only great for you, they support your new little baby too if you breastfeed, so get on them!  Good gut health will often result in good mental health…chances are, if your gut bacteria are out of whack, your mental health may be a little off as well.

I have had some really great success using essential oils and I love them!  As soon as I got home from having our fourth baby I started using a women’s blend designed for balancing and supporting hormones…and it has made such a huge difference in my recovery…cannot recommend it enough!

5.  Set boundaries

Sometimes it’s actually harder to take a step back, lay out some boundaries and give yourself care than it is to just power forth and keep up with life.

I have not always been a great boundary setter, but when I was pregnant with our fourth baby, I started learning the art.  It can come easy for some and not so for others, but I think it’s one of those things you just gotta do!  Set your boundaries to what you know you can handle, and learn to say no.  It doesn’t mean you have to say no to everything all the time, it just means, you’re saying, not yet, and giving yourself the space you need to rest, recover and rock your fourth trimester.






What I Wish Every New Mum to Know


Dear Mummas out there…

There are many many articles that you have probably read/are reading/will read about parenting, motherhood and babies.  So this is not advice, as I am well aware you probably have had a lot of, whether you want it or not.

But I only wish I had known this when the mother in me was birthed….so this is what I want to tell you.



Please don’t worry about all the bad, bad birth stories you have heard.  There are amazing women who have been through really traumatic births, and there are amazing women who have been through really wonderful births.  You are not them, you are you.  Their experience is not your experience and fear is not something you need in your life right now…or ever.  Remind yourself of what your body is capable of and let it do it’s thing.  No matter what birth you have…you are going to rock it.  Another human is going to come OUT OF YOUR BODY somehow and however that looks is an incredible feat.  Even if it’s not the birth you want or expect, Own it!  I can’t even express enough the feeling of your baby coming out and getting put in your arms for the first time ever.  Take all the photos guys! You will want to remember that moment forever and ever.  If I could bottle it up, I would.  It’s absolute bliss.


I want you to know that you are going to FREAK OUT a little at some stage after birth.  Not only is your vagina going to look…well…different for a few days, but nothing is quite as overwhelming as having another person suddenly in your lap that is entirely dependent on you.  ENTIRELY.  At the same time though, you are mostly going to just know what to do, so please trust that.  You can have lessons in birth, lessons in breastfeeding, lessons in settling baby, feeding, massage, first aid – all the practical stuff you can think of but nothing really prepares you to the full extent of what you are going to face, and that isn’t something to be afraid of.  I actually think that is a really beautiful thing about motherhood, just figuring it out with your babies as you go along, day by day.  You are going to learn more than ever, so please don’t doubt yourself and just trust your instincts.


The early days feel so long, yet pass by so fast.  Sleep deprevation hits so hard that you think you cannot even function for a day longer.  Everyone tells you to soak it up, because these days will be over before you know it, but to be honest, you don’t want to hear that.  You just want that stage to be over, but you don’t want it to be over.  You want someone to take your baby and hold them so you can have a break, but when they do, you miss that little tike so bad that you can’t handle it, and take them back in your arms.  You want your baby to grow up and be just a tiny bit more independent, but you don’t because they are so stinking precious and tiny and you wish they could stay little for just a bit longer.  The early days are so hard, but they are so beautiful that you will wish them away one second and want to hold onto them forever the next.  It might also have something to do with the cesspool of hormones ravaging your whole body too…Cry dear  Mumma, you will cry at nothing, you will cry because you’re exhausted, you will cry because a leaf fell off a tree in you backyard and because the dish ran away with the spoon.  You will cry because your little baby has the most darling button nose on the planet.  Just go with it…your man will get used to bringing you tissues for plenty of unknown reasons, but most of all, don’t feel stupid for it.  You are basically a walking milk jug of hormones, a pretty one at that, don’t forget.


I wish someone had told me that breastfeeding isn’t just wearing a weird ass bra with a boob flap to pull down so your new cub can gracefully drink from your bulging porn star boosoms while you sit in a field of daises with sunshine, glorious sunshine, glowing all over you.  Remember this, It.  Is.  Learned.  Even on your fourth and fifth babies, you may know what you’re doing but your baby doesn’t.  It’s a bit like dancing the waltz with a different partner each time.  You just have to find how you dance together.  It’s the same dance, but a different tune.  I wish someone had told me about how much it hurts for the first couple of weeks.  Like grit your teeth and thank the Lord that your baby is not a piranha.  But it’s only when they latch (unless you have damage) and it doesn’t last forever.  P.s.  Get all the breastfeeding help you can and be informed!  I could go on and on about this subject for ages because I’m so passionate about it, but that’s a whole other story.  But lastly, embrace the drool that pours from your mouth when you fall asleep feeding your baby.  It’s so hot guys…SO HOT!


I want you to know that you never arrive at being a good parent.  There is always something new to learn.  There is a continual lineage of lessons you learn about yourself, about life, about priorities and perspective.  You will probably doubt yourself often, feel like you’re not cut out for this, that you are failing, but none of that is true.  Please remember that it is OK to have bad days, hard moments.  It’s never going to be all soft baby bums and bubble baths.  There is a balance of the hard and the easy, but I think we will all agree that the hard, is completely worth it.  There may come times when you freak out when you hear yourself speaking and Behold! deja vu…you remember YOUR parents saying that to you.  Gasp, who am I even anymore!?

Yes, you vow that having children WILL NOT change you.  Until you’re walking around the house one morning with your boob flap bra half on, a tight band around your waist pulling your abs back together (oh, did I say abs? Silly me, I meant flabs), and a floor full of bread crusts and dried peas under the table.  You’ll realize that you infact, have changed.  One day, you may utter (or scream) the words, “I don’t even know who I am anymore!”  Because so much of what you knew, is kinda gone.  And it might feel like a huge negative…but it’s not.  No.  There is simply another part of you that was birthed when you became a Mother.  A gift.  Something you don’t recognize because you’ve never experienced it before.  And it’s not a bad thing, it’s breathtaking.  You’re walking new territory, feeling things you’ve never felt before.  Suddenly things that didn’t matter before matter now.  To be honest you may even mourn a lil bit for your old self, even your old life.  The truth is, you will change.  Your life will change, heck even your whole paradigm for your future may change.  Your job is to be patient with who you are now, and all that it entails.  Don’t fight the person you have become, love her just the same and welcome in the change.  You’re in for a wonderful time.


Love Floss



My Fave Marriage Lesson

The end of last month marked 8 years since Wonderhubby and I got hitched.  What!? I’m sure I’m not old enough for this…I sure don’t feel it.  In my mind I’m still 22.  In fact, our hosts on our little 8 year anniversary get away gasped when we said we’d been married 8 years.  “Why, you must have got married when you were 14!” She said.

Close…ish… but no.


So when you have a 6 week old baby with you on your sweet weekend away some (not all!) of the romance doesn’t really appear, you know?  I mean, we’ve had a baby with us on our annual anniversary celebration more times than not…we’re learning to roll with it.  Having a nice chat on a verandah together, in front of a beautiful garden, tranquil pond, and rolling hills in the background kinda gets cut off when your sweet little baby lets a multitude of rippers fly and you suddenly feel warm on your lap where your baby is laying.  You just end up taking your clothes off for all the wrong reasons.

Although poo is not the topic I’m writing about! (Surprise!)

My man and I decided we would sit down together and ask each other a heap of questions.  Some deep, some random, some ridiculous.  It was hugely enlightening and I would highly recommend it to anyone in a relationship! But my favourite part of all was when I asked Nico what advice he would give ‘us’ before we were married.


And this was his response…

“You need to give it your all.  There are days when I feel like I give and give so much that I have nothing left to give, but then I make myself see things from your perspective and I see that you need me to give more.  It’s in the little things that probably don’t even matter too much but they make a difference.  It’s going the extra mile and then some more.  Marriage is 100/nothing – not 50/50.  You give 100% and expect nothing back”.

And that was it.

I realized how much I personally had fallen slack in giving everything, and his words that night reminded me of how important it is…gosh, even just start with giving them all your attention when they speak to you. We are by no means marriage experts or anything of the like, but we do know that we love each other with every breath in our beings, and that is something worth giving for.


So with that, I bid you all goodnight.  But first, Happy 8 years Lover!

Floss Xx


12 advisable things to not utter to a pregnant woman & 3 absolute Do’s to utter instead.


If I was to compile all my months of being pregnant into years it would be 3 years and 3 months.  So yep, the last 6 years – I’ve been pregnant for more than half of them.  And I really love it!  I love the experience, and I love the joy of being pregnant…it could get addictive.  It’s pretty special.

And wowee, have I heard some comments and well meaning people say many things to me about my pregnancies.  Some of them pretty common, some of them leave me pondering how to even answer them.  So just for fun, here’s a list of some of the things I have been asked when they see my pregnant bod walk by.   For anyone wishing to comment on the next pregnant woman’s belly that you see…here’s a tip – flashback to this.

12. Was it planned?

Are you implying something about my planning skills here?  You know, if it wasn’t planned by us, then it was planned by God anyway, so yea, this baby was planned.  Planned surprise. Planned not surprise.  Either way, what makes you ask such a thing?

11.  You haven’t figured out how this keeps happening?

Well actually…

We have!  Which is WHY this keeps happening.  Mastered it actually!

10.  You must be just about ready to pop!

I’m four and half months pregnant, so no…not quite ready to pop.  I have to admit, this has been said to me sooo often this pregnancy, and I’ve secretly liked watching them squirm a little and regret their words.  It’s ok guys, maybe I just have a lot of bloating this time round…bahaha.

9.  WOW you have your hands full.

What?  Oh! You mean these hands? The ones I can’t see for the toddlers they’re holding? Yes, yes I do.  Thanks for pointing that out.  (says me carrying a toddler on top of my belly, holding another child’s hand while they try to pull away to run after a butterfly, while calling out to my other one to keep their shoes on and keep walking).  I love my tribe…I love that they keep my hands full.  Funnily enough, I have noticed that my hands are very full!

8.   You guys breed like rabbits!

I’m not entirely sure why having four children is cause for being compared to rabbits…but if you really wanna go there…

7.  You sure it’s not twins?

Yes, I’m sure.  You do realize that a baby takes up room don’t you?  When you think about the size of a baby and then compare it to the size of my belly – it might make sense as to why my belly looks this big.  There is, after all, a mini human inside me, a whole new organ, and a bunch of fluid…it’s got to fit somewhere, that’s what you’re looking at yea?

6.  Are you big enough to have a baby?

Uh…???? Which part of me?  My uterus?  It stretches…that’s what it was MADE to do. My body itself?  My actual birth canal?  Please explain…

Bodies stretch, they’re tough, they’re elastic, they’re amazing.  Yes, I’m big enough.

5.  You shouldn’t be doing that.  

Here’s the thing.  I appreciate the concern, but pregnancy is not a disability…nor does it stop you from doing normal things unless you are otherwise medically advised.  It does not warrant having to go on a strict, ‘I can’t do anything’ diet either.  I really love this little cub growing inside me and I’m not going to do anything silly to hinder it’s growth or well being.  Despite pregnancy hormones ripping through my body and my brain, I am still capable of making my own decisions of what I can and shouldn’t do without it bringing harm to my baby or me.  Perhaps if you are genuinely concerned, could you try,  “Would you like some help with that?” Cheers, and thank you.

4.   How old are you?  

Oh take a guess!  You know, sometimes I look in the mirror and think I’m not old enough for this either, but you’d be surprised.  I feel like if I keep doing this, I’ll start to look my age and some.

3.  You wouldn’t want to get any bigger!

Really??  I most likely will get bigger and that’s a good thing.  It means our baby is growing, and that is what we want it to do.  Thanks for the feedback though!

2.  Geez, you must love it.



The beginning part? the end part?  the part proceeding the end part where you have a new child? the actual pregnancy part?  I do love it.  I love it all.  The beginning right through to the end of pregnancy and beyond.  I mean, it all has its ups and downs really.  Please let me know if you would like more information about how much I love each step.

1.  Have you done something to your belly button?

I’m sorry, it sounded like you just said, “Have you done something to your belly button,” Could you please repeat?  What could I possibly do to my belly button when it’s stretched like a condom over a freaking wine barrel.  If there is something you can actually do with your belly button other than pierce it, make weird old man’s mouths and talk with it, or just marvel at how much it looks like E.T please let me know because it sounds really interesting.  My previous children who I made inside me have done something with my belly button and this one is adding it’s own to it.

And when I say ‘done something with it’  I mean, turned it inside out.  Looks great doesn’t it!

Now please…

May I inform you of three essential things to say to a pregnant woman in the case of you finding you would like to say something about her pregnancy.

1.  You are absolutely GLOWING!!

2.  Refer to number one.

3.  Refer to number two.


Loving your unique YOU

I’m going to tell some ugly truths right here…and I’ve put it off, because, I really just didn’t know if I could say all that I want to in the way I really want to.

So, here goes… (deep breath)

I have spent a pretty good amount of my life absolutely hating my body.  Why?  Because I’m basically a midget.  And it’s sad you know, because no one grows up naturally hating the way they are.  Many, many outside factors have their say and how you take that, well, it can dangerously mold exactly the way you see yourself…your very identity.  And that is not right.

For me it started when I was a young teenager.  I used to do gymnastics, never really went anywhere with it, I was never bothered with doing it for a figure, I just absolutely loved the fitness challenge it presented.  I trained 14 hours a week after school and on weekends and about half of that was devoted to developing strength.  Diet to me was absolutely not even a thing.  I ate what I wanted, when I wanted, and I had no idea what a calorie even really was.  My nickname was ‘the tank’ and that was fine with me…I never had an issue with my body and apart from all the ‘short’ jokes I copped, I was more concerned about my wog nose than anything.

Until I noticed more and more, people commenting on how small I was, how I must eat like a bird, and how I ‘worked out’ too much.  Then I began to hear the one liners going around like, ‘real women have curves’ or ‘only dogs eat bones honey, real men go for meat’.  Gradully, more and more, I began to really hate my body, for everything it was and everything it wasn’t.  Cruelly, society has forged a lie that will swallow anyone up who will fall for it – that we are not enough.  And I fell for the lie that I wasn’t even a real woman with the body I was in.

I found it worse when I developed some food intolerances.  I’d go out to parties, or dinners and nibble on some salad because it was literally the only food there I could eat.  I was often smirked at and teased about eating ‘rabbit’ food and told to go and eat a burger by people I didn’t even know.  And the amount of times I was told that I needed chicken fillets to fill out my chest….ridiculous.  We are always told that we should be more than what we are, less than what we are, bigger, skinnier, taller, that somehow whatever you’re lacking in the body department is going to hold you back.  Hold you back from what?  What makes a woman with an E cup chest, more than an A a B or a C cup?  Seriously, have we really stooped that low people?  I actually really like my boobs…I don’t need chicken fillets to fill out my chest thanks.  It’s fine as is!  I’ve been told to my face that I have anorexia by people who have looked at me and assumed.  Never once have I had an eating disorder….unless standing in front of the mirror wishing you were fat is one.  I was even once told through a microphone at a public event in front of hundreds of people that I needed to eat a big steak because I was such a skinny bird…I was humiliated, standing there while hundreds of strangers roared with laughter.

C’mon, no wonder people struggle with their identity…no matter what or who you are, I have found, that there is no perfect body type that anyone will ever attain to.

And there bloody well shouldn’t be.

I’m just sad it took me till my mid 20’s to figure that out and to embrace my body the way it is.

That and a whole lot of encouragement from Wonderhubby who would tell me every day how much he loved me and my body the way it was.  Even that took me years to believe him.

See, I’m always going to be small, it’s actually in my DNA, and I like that about me.  Yes, it’s true, small and skinny people get body shamed too….just gonna say that right now.   I think anyone – no matter what – gets body shamed at some point in their life.  But you know what?  I am enough.  You are enough.  All the things that I have been teased about and shamed about with my body, I have come to love.  Do I still get comments?  Yes!  But they don’t send me into a body hate spiral anymore.

I’ve been told many times since I was a teenager, that I’m too small to amount to much.  That I’m too little for this, I’m too weak for that.  But it all made me all the more determined to push for what I wanted to achieve – and do you know what? I did what I was told many times I ‘couldn’t’ do.

My point of this, is that, I wish for people to stop hating their bodies, their lives. Comparison is an absolute killer to your identity and self image.  Just because someone or even many, may tell you that you are not enough, doesn’t mean that it’s the truth.

Go love yourself.  Go rip off all your clothes, stand in front of the mirror and look at all the things you like.  Look at all the things you don’t like so much and start to love you for you and accept the way you are.  Your body isn’t made to please everyone and we should never attain to that.  Actually, that’s a pretty dangerous place to be.

It’s a bit cliche, I know, but if you’re identity is going to be based on how your body looks, you will probably never have a great identity.  Truth is, we all have things that we probably need to change about ourselves.  Health wise, attitude wise – there will always be something in us to work on.  But don’t take it as a negative in your life.  Take it as a challenge to better yourself, push yourself beyond what you think you’re capable of, and live your life, ever exceeding and excelling in all that you do.

Please do yourself a favour and love your body, but most of all, love you for you.  Your insides, and your outsides, your quircks and your weird capabilities.  Identity is a very, very small part your body and an incredibly huge part who YOU really are – your personality, your humour, your ability to see things differently to others, your absolute uniqueness.  Go look in the mirror again, and look past the skin, and see you for who you really are…more than outward appearance…more than who many may briefly see as they walk past you.  Look beyond it all at yourself and start to love you from the inside out.

Because, Y O U   A R E   E N O U G H

You’ll change your perspective – and you’ll change your life.



Why We Should Activate The ‘S’ Word More

In less than two months, Wonderhubby and I will be celebrating our business turning 3! Can you believe?  Celebrating the time we chose to cluelessly jump into business and give it a red hot go.  And to be honest there have been many, many moments of wanting to quit.  Many many moments of digging our feet in, and powering on, and many, many moments of L E A R N I N G.

It’s been great.  It’s been horrible.  It’s been quite the experience, and I can stand here today and say that I am really glad we’re still all hands in.

And we quickly discovered that business has many highs and many, many lows…really quite the challenge, but we love a good challenge right!?

My man has carried the dream when I’ve thrown it away, and vice versa.  Mostly we take the lows in turns…it’s worked out quite well in that sense.  When one is down you just tell them to shut up, get up and keep going…kinda…bit more nicer than that usually…sometimes not.

Until this year…I decided I was over the whole thing and it was all too hard.  And when Nic was down, I stopped doing my usual, ‘keep on going’ power talk and exchanged it for a pity party feast with him, with a side of some not very nice things to say.  I had made up my mind it was the end, time to quit and I had aspiring fantasies of moving anywhere north and hiding.  Nic, however, found a stubborn switch somewhere on his body, and as low as he was, his determination began to kick some mighty fine ass.


I, however, was determined to ruin his mojo, (because I was right of course) and I buried super duper supportive wifey mode far, far away into the depths of my woes.

So mature, I know.

And for weeks, I was soooo mad at him. For weeks, I grumbled and complained at him about everything business, and everything he was doing to try and conquer.  I was mad when he walked through the door well after dark every night.  I was mad when ever he muttered a word about business (unless it was about quitting) and my attitude was so horrible, even I couldn’t stand it. I took every opportunity to verbally tear down our business to him.  And for weeks I ignored that nice little nudging inside me quietly telling me to just darn well SUPPORT him and back him.

Until one night we were strongly discussing business again, when he turned to me and softly said, “I just need you to support me in this.”  And I realized what a right out turd I had been.  Since when should it ever have to come to my husband asking me to support him.  I should just automatically have his back.

So I did.  I changed my woeful ways overnight.   And at first I had to be really intentional about it, but I was determined that even if I didn’t agree with him, I was going to get beside him and support him, and believe in him and his vision, and let him know that through everything, I have his back, because that’s what you do.   And the real clincher – I was going to do it with a joyful heart – otherwise there was going to be no point in doing it at all.

So I began going to work every day instead of just my usual one day a week when we had a babysitter.  It meant dragging three kids with me and working around them.  Every. Single. Day.  It was biting my tongue when I wanted to complain about how freaking hard that really was.  It was serving him whenever he needed it, to help him keep on top of everything.  It was dropping things I was doing when I wasn’t at work to go and help when he needed me to.  It was getting into his world instead of judging him for what I thought should be happening, and seeing the reality of what really was from where he stood.  It was encouraging him and telling him he was doing a great job.  It was noticing when he had an exceptional day and telling him I was proud of him.  It was telling him I was proud of him when he had a bad day.

It was backing him 100% because one simple thing…I love him, and I will never stop believing in him and what is inside of him.

And suddenly everything began to change.

I watched my man begin to really flourish.  He began to exceed my expectations of him.  I watched anger fall away from him, and although tired, his spark that I hadn’t seen for ages in him, began to return.  I watched him change from feeling defeated and hopeless to blaring out vision and excitement for the future.  I watched joy beam from him again, and his fun side peak out from behind the stress.

And then…

I watched our business explode before our eyes.

And once again, many lessons were learnt and I realized how great the effect of believing in someone and supporting them can be.  Really.

I know he’ll read this…because he always reads my blogs…because he supports me in what I love to do.  And he’ll most likely secretly love that I was wrong (for once) and that he was right in sticking to his guns and continuing along a path he walked alone, while he patiently waited for me to get my head out of my stinkin’ toot hole.

Because two things that I would want anyone who would ever read this to know, are these…

Firstly,  please don’t forget, or underestimate – but value the price of fully supporting your other half.  Or anyone for that matter.  Even if you don’t want to.  Support them, back them, encourage them relentlessly, speak life, do what you need for them to know that you are there 100% all the way.  Through the rivers flowing with tuna eyeballs and grogans, AND the rivers flowing with the glorious milk and honey.

Lastly, Do not give up.  One of my most favourite sayings is this:  The moment you’re ready to quit, is usually the moment right before a miracle happens.  Don’t give up.  The tipping point…it’s usually also the turning point.  And I really do get it.  Sometimes it’s just that hard you may long to be comatosed…but I never want to live my life wondering what could have been if I hadn’t quit.  Things do get better, and they will for you.  The bitter moments, are really just the scary and necessary stepping stones to new territory and fresh waters.

Hey Husby, I’ve got your back.




The day I was an Aldi tragic


We all love a good Aldi buy right?  And their bargains…guys…if you don’t know about their bargains, you should get yourself an Aldi catalogue and have a look for yourself.

They are A M A Z I N G.

Alas, I have never been much of a shopper, so I generally flip through their catalogues whenever I happen to have one of those hot little guys in my hands and think about how that would be nice but I’m not buying that.

Until last week….I heard word about a rocking chair.  Not only did I hear about it, I saw a picture, and I instantly knew, that chair and my behind were a match made in Heaven.  I immediately began to dream about the late nights and early mornings that we would spend together while I fed our soon to arrive baby.  I dreamed of the times I would probably fall asleep with my boob out, baby on my lap and drool pouring out my mouth, and I fantasized about all the other things I could do on it, like read books, daydream and rock till my hearts content.

We were going to have a glorious thing going on.  Not only that, but I have longed and silently hoped for a nice rocking chair I could sit in and feed in after being pregnant or breastfeeding for almost six years.  Those late night and early morning feeds have been a complete jerk to my back and neck slouching up in bed, and finally my window of opportunity had come.

Not only that but it was $199.  I researched everywhere being the bum stinge that I am how much this chair was elsewhere.  The next cheapest was three times the price at Ikea and then upwards from there. I was completely sold.

So I planned, I budgeted, and I recruited my Mum to help me when the sale day arrived.  The conditions were perfect, the stars must have aligned or something crazy, and the morning my soon to be chair friend went on sale finally arrived.

Aldi opens at 8:30 so we braved the white and crunchy frost outside and headed out the door at 7:20 to make sure we were in for a good chance.  We drove the 30ish kms to our closest Aldi store and to my deepest pleasure we were second in line – absolutely in for a good chance, I was hopeful.

Soon we were pushed third in line when the first person in line’s friend arrived but we made friends.  It was very civil.  We all talked about how much we would like to have that chair.  By 8:25 the sun was starting to warm our shivering bodies after sacrificing our body heat for this blissful chair, and there was a line up of people well and truly spreading across the road in the parking lot.

Then finally…

The doors opened.  My heart beat a little faster…I have never done this before.  Infact this whole thing is far from who I am. What were these people like anyway?  Were they savage like the ones you see on TV at the Boxing Day sales?  Was my Mum and I going to be stampeded and left squished and flat on the ground?  We started walking…faster and faster towards the middle aisle.  I saw on my left a tiny, white haired grandma overtake me.  She walked way faster than I have ever seen someone of her stature walk.  So I upped my pregnant waddle and waddled as fast as I could to where my backside’s soulmate was nestled.

And then I saw it…the first lady in line was hauling the first chair into her trolley.  The box was enormous and heavy…it didn’t even fit in the trolley.  I waited right next to her while the tiny grandma stood on her other side, and the line of a dozen more people behind her desperately watching the scene play out.

She pounced on the second and last chair (yes, they only had two on the floor!) and said, “This is for my friend! She was here first!”  I stood back, while her friend came forward, grabbed it, and said, “I’m giving this to the pregnant lady!”  I looked up at the line of silent people watching and waiting…one lady was fighting back tears…I couldn’t watch.  The first ladies’ friend dragged the giant box over to me and handed it over.  I thanked her from the bottom of my heart  while my Mum tried every move her body had within, to try and get it into the trolley…it didn’t work.  So she decided to push the giant box down the aisle and to the car.  It was a pretty funny sight.  I continued to shop for my Aldi necessaries feeling awful and slightly traumatised about the whole scenario.

Outside, a lovely man offered to help Mum haul the chair to our car and attempt to get it inside the boot.

It didn’t fit.

I was trying to think of some genius ideas to make it work…should we strap it to the roof? Do I sit there all day on the box and wait for my husband to pick me up after work that evening?  Heck, I’ll push it 30kms down the highway, but I’m not leaving that blasted chair behind.

Then, geniuseness hit.  Let’s take it out of the box.  We did.  It fit.  But now we were left with a giant empty box that didn’t even fit in the bin.  No worries, another man walked past while we were debating this and told us to go put it in his ute…he wanted to use it.  Brilliant.  Chair in car – check.  Box gone – check.  Dignity in tact – not really sure.  Glad it’s over – check.  Slightly traumatised – check, check, check.

Never doing that again – check.

So here’s to the generosity of strangers…you made my dreams of having a rocking, feeding chair come true after six years and I’m forever grateful.

Of course honour moment to my Mum, who was not in her element at all, but totally lay down her everything and showed that Mums will surely do anything for their babies.

And thanks Aldi, for your great specials and for hosting me as an Aldi tragic for the morning…Cheers.